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May 3, 2008
tired
I don't remember when I have ever felt so tired. I know after the
surgery I was having a hard time getting my muscles going again and I
got tired very easily. But now I feel more than tired. I'm growing more
and more apathetic.
Maybe its a reaction to being unable to change anything that I stop trying, sort of a survival mechanism when situations get toxic and my anxiety level reaches dangerous levels. It might sound like a lot of psychobabble but I've felt this before (and even got the diagnosis to prove it!) and I have an uphill climb ahead of me.
First things first, though. I need to get out of that school and get AWAY for the summer.
Maybe its a reaction to being unable to change anything that I stop trying, sort of a survival mechanism when situations get toxic and my anxiety level reaches dangerous levels. It might sound like a lot of psychobabble but I've felt this before (and even got the diagnosis to prove it!) and I have an uphill climb ahead of me.
First things first, though. I need to get out of that school and get AWAY for the summer.