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November 28, 2007
End of my rope...
Exhausted tonight. Work is draining, the girl has a friend over and the
boy is playing GHII, hogging the TV. I feel like the Grinch, complaining
about all the noise, Noise, NOISE, NOISE!! I could nap right now but its early and I've got laundry and cleaning to do. Oh, yeah, and the noise.
T comes tomorrow. I know I shouldn't cling to our visit like I do but I can't help it. It's the only time I feel centered, safe ... almost balanced.
You know how people always say "it's got to get better, because it can't get any worse?" when things are going badly, as thought that will make you feel better? Well, I'm saying right now, the next person that tells me that is going to get punched in the throat. For reals.
Off to my zen.
*rollin', rollin', rollin' ... *
T comes tomorrow. I know I shouldn't cling to our visit like I do but I can't help it. It's the only time I feel centered, safe ... almost balanced.
You know how people always say "it's got to get better, because it can't get any worse?" when things are going badly, as thought that will make you feel better? Well, I'm saying right now, the next person that tells me that is going to get punched in the throat. For reals.
Off to my zen.
*rollin', rollin', rollin' ... *
