Monkey-Shines

Okay, I hated to do it but I had to withdraw from class this quarter.  I wasn’t prepared to take this class yet (don’t have a thesis topic), and it was stressing me out too much.  I’ll have to take it in a couple of months, but now is just not a good time.  I knew I should have just taken the quarter off when I couldn’t get that last class I need, but I didn’t want to put off finishing up by another quarter.

The good news is I’m back to gaming a little more.  Well I will be in a few more days.  I have a fair amount of painting and work around the house/farm to do to get ready for a family reunion here in May, but I can playing through my backlog again without stressing out over not doing my school work.  I need to work through some quickly since I can’t be lucky enough to have no “must have” games in the stores forever.

Now if I can just get my drums reassembled and get back to practicing everything will be back to normal.

It seems the “year of finishing games” may be coming to a grinding halt.  Well, slowing way down at least.  I went to register for classes today and realized I only had 3 classes left.  Two of those classes are thesis related and I was trying to save them for the last 2 classes I took.  The third is one that is a core class for my degree, but it’s not being offered this quarter so I’ll be starting my Master’s thesis earlier than I thought.

I thought I still had about 5 classes left so that I still had time before I really got into it, but since I have to take the research portion this quarter I’ll be having to cut back on a lot of my other activities and gaming is the first thing that will get cut back.  I’ll still play, but I won’t be able to put the same amount of time into it.

*Since there is only one person I know who will get the significance of the title of this post (and I love her because of it), I’ll go ahead and explain.  It’s part of a poem from Robert Burns called ‘To a Mouse’.  In the original Scottish it goes ‘The best laid schemes o’ mice an’ men gang aft agley”, but most people would probably recognize the English translation “The best laid plans of mice and men, go often awry”.  Read the whole poem (in English and the original Scottish) here.

The first game in my queue falls victim.  I finished Prince of Persia yesterday.  I think that leave me 18 to go in my stack.  The ones near the bottom of the stack may not get finshed, however.  By the time I get that far down the line I will probably be happy with what I’ve accomplished and be on to other things.  I’m sure somebody will have released a new game I have to play by then.  (like H.A.W.X. this Tuesday)

Thanks to Circuit City going out of business I was able to pick up Fable 2 for cheap and my girlfriend snagged me my own copy of Ninja Gaiden 2.  Both are still in the plastic, and believe me that’s a big deal for me since I tend to play the newest game I have and ignore all others.  In addition to those we are sharing Guitar Hero:World Tour and Soul Calibur 4.  I’m pretty set for newish games for a while, and that hits pretty much all that I was wanting with the exception of Skate 2 and the already mentioned HAWX.  I’ve already made the commitment to not buy anything new for a while unless it something I have really been looking forward to so I can pass on Skate 2 and HAWX for now  Nothing else is pinging my radar hard at the moment so I should be fine until the 3rd quarter at least.

Next up?  Fallout 3, or Ninja Gaiden 2, or Fable 2, Assassin’s Creed, or Okami, or Jade Empire.  Yeah, I don’t know where I’m going next.

A couple of years ago I decided I wanted to pad my XBox 360 GamerScore.  I targeted a goal several thousand above where I was currently, and chose a date a couple of months down the road.  I thought I was going to have a decent challenge ahead of me.  I didn’t think it would be ‘easy’, but it wasn’t an unreasonable task.

I succeeded and 2 years later I’m still feeling the repercussions of that decision.  It nearly destroyed my desire to play games.  I felt like I had to be playing during all my spare time.  I love to play, but I don’t like feeling like I have to play.  I was playing for the GamerScore, not the fun of playing.

For months afterward I didn’t want to think about playing.  Even today I don’t play like I want to.  I play an hour or two of a game and I’m done. I always find something else to do when I have time to play.  (Usually that involves sitting in front of the computer refreshing my browser on my favorite sites to see if any have updated.  Soooo much fun. :- )

I think I’m ready to play again and have decided to go back and play through some games that I skimmed the beginnings of during that period.  I have a decent stockpile for incomplete games, so I’m declaring 2009 the year that I complete games.

I’m throwing achievements to the wayside for the time being.  If I can pick some up easily on my way to completing the game, I will, but I’m not chasing them anymore.  I’m just focusing on playing the games and enjoying them for what they are.  Games.  I used to play for fun before the invention of Achievements.  Why shouldn’t I play for fun again?